April 2011
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depuis
ça fait un ans.
depuis toi.
et alors, je suis ici, en train de penser de toi.
quand je pense à toi, c’est jamais quelque chose specifique.
c’est un sentiment que tu m’as donné.
un désir pour toi qui me fais mal.
je me sens coupable.
j’ai envie de pleurer.
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30 day challenge: vingt-six, vingt-huit,...
26. What excites you most about reaching your ugw?
Making my boyfriend’s jaw drop. Also making all those guys who wouldn’t give me a second look feel like they shot themselves in the foot!
27. How do you deal with being around food?
I love food. I don’t put myself in situation where I may be tempted. But I’m NOT on a strict diet if I really want something I have it....
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Bold Statements
I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes. I have scars. I tan easily. I have a bad memory. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/had braces. I wear glasses. (for reading) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I’ve been...
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Outside Influences
One of the reason I decided I wanted to lose some weight was for my boyfriend.
Although he never made me feel unattractive,
(As a matter of fact at the doctor appointment that told me to lose weight, when I was changing into the gown I thought, “I look good.” Even though I was at my highest weight)
I always feel threatened by the fact that he comes from a country were all the girls...
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Old name; new meaning.
Bof.
Enfin.
C’était toujours mon rêve d’habiter en France et parler français.
Et maintenant, je les ai réalisés.
Donc, je suis perdue.
Qu’est-ce que je vais faire maintenant?
Je dois créer un nouveau rêve.
Je suis
perdue.
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30 day challenge: vingt-cinq
25. Have you ever purged? If you have describe your first experience
Have I purged before?
Yes. I have purged all the bad influences from my life, the negative thoughts about my body, the people who were less than true friends, the need to have a man to feel loved, and my own insecurity and fears about going into the great unkown.
But have I ever purged food?
Never.
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Reblog if you're 5'8" or higher and are a...
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“I want a soulmate who can sit me down, shut me up, tell me ten things I don’t...”
– Henry Rollins
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30 day challenge: dix-neuf, vingt, vingt-et-un,...
19. When is the last time you ate fast food?
The last weekend I was in Amsterdam. So I bought some McDonald’s when I waiting at Gare du Nord in between trains. I also ate some pizza and some noodles, vegetarian with extra broccoli, in Amsterdam. I was on vacation! Besides I was walking and riding my bike allll day!
20. Favorite diet?
I have never done any diet besides counting calories....
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30 day challenge: dix-huit
18. What food is your weakness?
Fast food. When I eat at restaurants I usually make bad choices but if I eat at home I usually manage to control myself.
Things like chicken nuggets, chocolate pudding, macaroni and cheese, and pop.
Currently these are the main offenders.
But they hurt so gooooood!
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April is for love notes.
So this month is the 1 year anniversary of my boyfriend and I.
Admittedly we don’t know which day it is but were aren’t celebrating until we’re together anyways.
So I wanted to show my better half a bit of love.
Dating him was very unexpected. We both kind of met by chance, and our first meeting didn’t go very well. We got in a little spat over Chinese/American policy....
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30 day challenge: quinze seize dix-sept
15. Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not,
would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
Nope, never have and probably never will be. I really enjoy eating meat. Although when in the US I used to eat it with every meal, now I eat it once of twice a week. I love animals but I also like to eat them. It’s only natural.
16. When did you first...
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"Et l'Éternel dit: Voici, c'est un seul peuple, et...
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Happy Dance!
I love that feeling when you wake up to see you’ve lost a lb or a kg!
Ohh ya Ohh ya!
Happy Dance!
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30 day challenge: treize quatorze
13. Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Healthy! (Relatively) I have been losing my weight by portion control and exercise mostly. I would be lying if I said I was the most healthy eater, but I do try which is alot more then the old me could say. I used to eat pasta all the time (enough for 2 people), Mcdonalds, and a liter of pop a day! Now I rarely drink pop (one every 2 weeks...
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There is something wonderful and amazing about...
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30 day challenge: douze
12. What do you normally eat?
This is a difficult questions.
Staples in my fridge: Vanilla Yogurt, Carrots, and Pears.
I dont follow normal eating rules, I just usually eat 2 meals and snack.
Lunch: Yogurt, Apples, Chicken cutlets, Spaghetti, Fries, Cereal with Milk, or a ham and cheese sandwich.
Dinner: Pasta tossed with vegetables or meat, Spaghetti, Tomato Soup, Spinach Salad with chicken,...
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30 day challenge: Onze
11. Your favorite thinspo blog and why!
I dont really follow “thinspo” blogs because most “thinspo” girls are too thing or not what I find beautiful.
But some of my favorite blogs are fuckyeah5k and curveappeal!
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30 day challenge: Neuf Dix
9. Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
My grandma and mom used to tell me I always had a “pooch.” But this is somewhat normal to me now.
10. What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
The hardest thing would be . . my boyfriend. He hasnt been with me through any of my weight loss here. Therfore he hasnt been around to help root...
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Goals for April.
1. Run MOAR! I have been sick so I haven’t been running as much as I need too.
2. Finish “Tristan et Yseut”
3. Take more notes on “Histoire de la France Pour les Nuls”
4. Finish alot of my food for when I leave and start thinking what to throw away.
5. Putain! Faire un effort de parler plus en francais pour le temps qui reste!
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30 day challenge: huit
I don’t have a set work out routine.
Right now I’m training for a 10k race with my best friend. I run at least 3 times a week for at least an hour.
Mostly what I do is try to include exercise into my normal day. I walk EVERYWHERE. I live in an 11 story building on the 10 floor and walk up and down the stairs at least 4 times a day.
Yesterday I went and played soccer with my...
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30 day challenge: cinq, six, sept
My weight loss started when I went to the doctor and she told me I needed to lose 5lbs. because I was at a unhealthy weight. When I first starting going to said doctor I was underweight. Then I moved to France, where everyone is tiny, and I couldn’t buy anything in the normal stores. I was crushed by this. So I took these two things as inspiration to get my ass in gear! 6. Do you binge? If...
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